Life

Life is just a memory, Life is such a history,

Whatever you want from it, life is just a mystery,

Design the faces in arbitrary, blur the spirit in armoury,

We move on abruptly, without expressing solidarity,

Minutes before the sunrise again it shows the reality,

It loops the time in its brutality and leave you with the curiosity,

Everyday is just the mortality, nothing but the pain and agony,

I asked you what do you want from the broken stroke of serenity,

Nothing left in this world, there is none cheerful serendipity,

Listening to the silence, heard no vibe of sanity,

Voices in my head, becoming new sound of virtuality,

Vision through my eyes is not more than a fictional symphony,

Then why do we live, life always tell the same story,

Even though the storms you survived, they entomb you under six feet dark and gloomy,

Broken souls have a different virtue of gravity,

Life doesn’t know this, its stubborn and after materialistic glory,

New endings of a chapter started, with tacit agreement of haunting,

Crowling towards the time, where you waiting impatiently frowning,

Desires and wishes are crowning from the heart a volcano erupting,

Seductive winds blowing , drawing attention towards the rampage slowly,

Prophecy is not over dear, it comes in a thousand waves bursting,

Can’t be over with life either, it shows its charm in here and after whether you close your eyes or loose mind completely!

AM.

FOX

I was walking on the streets, in the middle of night,

In my mind, i was hoping can i live one last time,

Through the woods, from the hood, i run away from all lies,

I had in me but the demons stalk me around,

Cz i’m out in a doubt, some evil caught me in rocks,

Cz i’m a fox, I can’t even clever him out,

I am bound in a memory of sorrow, deep down,

So i hound my demon back from all the black clouds,

In that bleak route where i seek my revenge right,

Through dark sight, red blight eyes in the inevitable dark night,

Cz I’m alone in this war, nobody help me out,

So i follow my instincts, he didn’t even figure me out,

Life is a game of fame, these people only materialistic now,

The days are repetition but the fight is on the reputation ground,

It’s not a distress call, the ambiguity is for real now,

Forgive me for my sins, I’m not, I’m a hell bound,

Waking up everyday, I did serve my time in this fake lounge 🌎

I’m done with this world, come demon take my soul with you already now!
AM

Dancing in the Moonlight

May be I don’t know, maybe I get old,

Decisions were made when we stop to draw,

Life is like a pieces of broken tear of hope,

Sometimes you full of joy, sometimes you get so low,

Nothing really matters when the bud started to grow,

The wind tries him to blow, the sun tries him to glow,

He faces every season no matter how dark and so cold,

He fears the pain so hoe, sometimes he looks with Moe,

The feelings were so real, he waited the rain to fall,

He looked him in the tear, he smiled with falling drop,

He tries to get some cheer in the bleakly night of wrong,

The water gets so high, the mud started to slide,

He looked in every story to save him from that pine,

He grooming like a dime, inside of lonely mind,

The heart started to blind in the lights of gazing eyes,

The future in the shadows coming from blur to life,

Entering slowly into time, the time which hides the treasure of good laughs and sorrows reside,

We don’t know how to find, we don’t know how to bribe,

Just wait for the happy ending to find us so suffice,

The new year will arrive, the waves will break the tide,

The vows will again get better and exchange in the light of shrine,

The hope of getting stronger in the heart will again rise,

Never loose the rope of broken splices of hope,

Which leads you to the bigger and wiser end of the knot,

We find hope from the ashes and save it in twilight,

Dancing in the moonlight and spread love that all we have,

We come to see the fate from which all of it left,

We wish to get the offerings, what decisions were already made,

Happy new year and happy new life, old days will never forget.

AM

 

 

 

AM I WRONG..??

Wrong timings and wrong actions make your life hell, and how’s that, look into your lives and think of a moment you can do better from your first kiss to divorce, from your first dream to what you really become.

Is that fair..??

Is that really what you expect from yourself..??

Is it your limit..??

These are the questions world don’t understand and rather accept it they gonna blame it on you.. Wish I could make it easy but time is really slowly drifting away and till you really understood the importance of that moment your face gets above the water but your feet didn’t touch the ground and you are in the dilemma of what’s right or am I wrong..!!

We born innocent, we dream big and we are pious and clean from all sins, every one of us are beautiful so the world taught us all the tricks and manipulate us and when we made a mistake they resent us and denied of all the things we accomplished, that’s the tragedy but we fight relentlessly in our all endeavors to say what we are and what we become proudly without any consent of the world because we don’t need one to prove ourselves, we all are craving for cure from our problems.

My life always been a battlefield which made me a soldier of myself unfortunately.. If I say I don’t scared then it must be wrong. I always write some inspirational words for myself and it works like a shield between my despair and hope like:

“You can’t expect from a fish to fly and a bird to swim but they all gonna make their own way”

“We only have to be brave enough to see the destiny” etc.

I have a place where I write my inspirational thoughts when I was going through from bleak days like above as I mentioned and here’s the photo.. I hope it gives every one of you a hope in the midst of terrified problems and even then the world gives you rock-bottom then proudly say “AM I WRONG? THEN I DON’T WANT TO BE RIGHT, NOW ITS ME AGAINST THE WORLD”, Because Every finish line is the beginning of new race..!!

Dream (deep words)

When we dream the dream

When we move through stream

Like a crazy theme

And those children stage

Then we old so soon

And the time passes

But we can’t stop to dream

So where the starting lead

Till the ending gone

And we all move on

But we can’t forget to dream

Some are so lucky

Some are so unlucky

But we would do

What the world teach us

That’s the tragedy

What’s the remedy?

But we can’t be free

Our wings tide up

So we losing faith

So we turn our backs

And we loosing shades

For what we dream to be

And starts we dreaming again

And starts we live again

But won’t have that wings

To fly above the sea

And that limit comes

Won’t have that time to thrice

And then do what we do

And here is my time thus comes…

AM

The Time

We are just the crazy moment of life,

Time is divided into many many miles,

We move on with time but the memories reside,

With the moon rise, when the sun hides,

It all starts with the seed grows inside,

A new born baby comes into our life,

They fall from heaven and changes our lives,

And make the memories of our lifetimes,

Every day passes with time, they will grow on,

But we didn’t know how fast the wind blows,

Life is just a myth from dusk till dawn,

And all of a sudden in the end, it will all gone,

Everything resides in our memories for so long,

And we changes with time and new stories will bring on,

We move on with time but time didn’t same as it was,

Alas! We ignore every day but every day counts to build home,

How fast time flies, they say since we born,

It’s like we lives our life in some days unfold,

Life is just a story of many memories withhold,

But we never live in present as long as we want,

We soon become grownups and forget what we want,

And relationships become deeper and soon they will be much more,

Time has the power to unravel our every move,

And solve every problems when we will be moving on,

Time moves forward and save ourselves in past,

We wanted to go back but couldn’t pause the time,

Season changes but we remain same,

Leaves can grow back again but never be as same,

Oh dear! We can live some more days,

But in the end we have to go back from where we came,

Now what, what had to remain,

In the end we realize only the moment goes since we came,

Time passes so fast can’t even grab a shade,

And now after all pass my life, I see myself a boy again,

Sun rises, sun shines, but in the end sun hides,

And leave the sky alone in the ashes of twilight.

AM

The Life

LIFE: A complete word or people say a crazy word but everybody have to live whatever it takes. Truth, Lies, Hate, Love, Adventure, Happiness, Grief, Cry, Laugh or I can say in one word “FEELINGS”, and this is the word in which you describe the whole life, in which we can live in… I feel something when I think about my life at night before going to bed, I got strange feelings but a beautiful force inside me pushing my eyes to get wet and I think it’s the love which every human being gets and the memories sometimes rapture the whole night but why peoples now a days can’t feel their own love with others or stop caring??

Life of today’s world becomes very fast. Nobody have time to think about their own life they are just pushing a system and busy in their own life but when you reach near death u have nothing but love left, whatever you did in the past has gone and your future is about to come, you want many things to do with your life but time is calling you, at that moment you will just sit on the chair and resent all the bad memories and all the things which left incomplete.

So I just want to say in your own life period give some time yourself to think about your entire life’s positivity and what things you can do in a better way and also think about love that how much you get and how much you give and moments you got because life is like a long road which you never seen the end from far but when you reach near, you will not have time to go back and make things right, you just have to wait for the destination to come then.

There are many stages of life, while you are into some stage of life just go in the flow and don’t worry about the next stage to come but always try to make the moments as you want because we all get one life with many different feelings, if we combine together makes a perfect human being.

The Last Letter

Hi Zippi call me whatever you like,

I am getting old but you have whole world alive,

Its been months to see you but I hope you same as I,

Time moving fast but you never leave my mind,

We had a great time together, now I wonder why?

Our first dance together, i can still remember that time,

You held my hands so softly, sometimes I drop the wine,

Smell of yours got in me, from the day I breath you first time,

We were so happy young, once we spend a whole week lying,

Sometimes I laugh but that thought makes me crying,

How stupid I was then but you never complain your whole life,

It makes me sad how you went far from my life,

And I never make a move and say sorry, I was disguised,

It takes me so long to understand now, I realize,

I know I don’t deserve you but I regret that all time,

Every morning I hope you here and Every morning my heart lied,

I would if I could Take it back but the clock never ticks back time,

The past is all I had and those memories in present lye’s,

Sometimes I believe we were together whether you no longer my bride,

I miss you so badly but I can’t do anything tonight,

As I am dying oldly and getting out of your life,

I am sitting on the chair thinking that how we make love in valentines,

I am into you thoroughly and hope you forgive me one last time,

I love to spend last moments thinking about you as my wife,

And love to hear the music in which we usually hymn,

If we were young again, I never leave your side,

I treat you as my angel in better or worse, you are mine,

You far from me tonight but still pounding in my heart cry,

I know you miss me too but never as missed as I am,

visit me to my grave, I desire when you come across your rage,

No matter what it takes, I will be waiting for you there,

Farewell and Goodbye my love, I think last moments of mine came,

I am little scared to die but I hope we will meet in paradise,

Now at last I leave you with this letter tonight, with all the feelings inside,

Which I kept from you those years because I never find the words suffice,

Don’t forget to smile and have a good life,

And everythings will get alright, your’s Jessie, GOODBYE.

AM