Life


Life is just a memory, Life is such a history,

Whatever you want from it, life is just a mystery,

Design the faces in arbitrary, blur the spirit in armoury,

We move on abruptly, without expressing solidarity,

Minutes before the sunrise again it shows the reality,

It loops the time in its brutality and leave you with the curiosity,

Everyday is just the mortality, nothing but the pain and agony,

I asked you what do you want from the broken stroke of serenity,

Nothing left in this world, there is none cheerful serendipity,

Listening to the silence, heard no vibe of sanity,

Voices in my head, becoming new sound of virtuality,

Vision through my eyes is not more than a fictional symphony,

Then why do we live, life always tell the same story,

Even though the storms you survived, they entomb you under six feet dark and gloomy,

Broken souls have a different virtue of gravity,

Life doesn’t know this, its stubborn and after materialistic glory,

New endings of a chapter started, with tacit agreement of haunting,

Crowling towards the time, where you waiting impatiently frowning,

Desires and wishes are crowning from the heart a volcano erupting,

Seductive winds blowing , drawing attention towards the rampage slowly,

Prophecy is not over dear, it comes in a thousand waves bursting,

Can’t be over with life either, it shows its charm in here and after whether you close your eyes or loose mind completely!

AM.

FOX


I was walking on the streets, in the middle of night,

In my mind, i was hoping can i live one last time,

Through the woods, from the hood, i run away from all lies,

I had in me but the demons stalk me around,

Cz i’m out in a doubt, some evil caught me in rocks,

Cz i’m a fox, I can’t even clever him out,

I am bound in a memory of sorrow, deep down,

So i hound my demon back from all the black clouds,

In that bleak route where i seek my revenge right,

Through dark sight, red blight eyes in the inevitable dark night,

Cz I’m alone in this war, nobody help me out,

So i follow my instincts, he didn’t even figure me out,

Life is a game of fame, these people only materialistic now,

The days are repetition but the fight is on the reputation ground,

It’s not a distress call, the ambiguity is for real now,

Forgive me for my sins, I’m not, I’m a hell bound,

Waking up everyday, I did serve my time in this fake lounge 🌎

I’m done with this world, come demon take my soul with you already now!
AM

A Fight From Demon

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That night was as cold as freeze and breeze,

I was walking and thinking how I breath,

Now its me, no wait, now inside of me,

My soul keeps asking what’s wrong with me,

where is the peace, what about my good or bad deeds,

Every time I sleep the demons follows me,grim-reaper-taking-a-walk

Across the universe, against the stars I see,

Where ever my dream goes they keep tracking me,

The life is hard but God promise me,

If I win this battle field I die heavenly,

Keeping me from bad things I had in me,

But the fight of God and Demon obnoxious me,

If the life we live in doesn’t bother him,

If the good and bad things doesn’t happening,

If there is no two sides of the enduring,

But my mind follow’s order from both of them,

My soul keeps asking from God and demon,

In their own fight why I drag between them,

I loose my mind, I don’t know what to do,

They keep playing on me like I am a toy to you,Motorcycle Details

Demon why would you, what’s the matter with you,

Why you keep haunting me, leave my soul alone,

I loose control, my mind is not a playground for you,

Whatever you say from now I abandon you,

I know God he is bad but it’s the fight of you two,

I can’t help it so why I am always drag in you,

and I am idiot to always blame everything to me,

So why it would be, every shadow keeps stalking me,

Something happening, something changing inside of me,

I am done, this world betrays me more than lies and greed,

Lies that you ever listen and deny to it,

But it’s the fact so you can’t even hide from it,

Now it’s time, I am not blind and deaf,

I can see the world from the dusky dales,

Sometime I had the dream about the loosing faith,

Oh darn it demon! but I keep my faith stronger everyday,walking_in_the_moonlight

Life is a short trip do not wish to perish away,

To die hard and live forever you can’t choose today,

Life is not your wish, So wish for a laugh and make it worth,

Because you live all summer but in the end its gone and made you stay,

I am tired of acting the moment is so dark,

Hurt me if you want but lies has no story book,

and I am cooked, my mind can’t take anymore,

And gone, I am gone to far off the road,

Now I can walk through all the valley of death,

And find you and kill you even if I have to go to hell,

The animosity of evil can make my stronger faith,

But at the end the grudge can’t even bear my name,

Now God take my soul away,

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That’s why you keep me alive this day,

I can’t hold it against the wall of hell,

Its so much now, they came with all the force they had,

Now I am alone but I fight like a snake’s bite,

But in a minute, I no longer keep survive,

Play tragic but they would not excuse to hurt bad,

I can’t think, my brain is dead,

I keep calling you but you won’t reply me back,

Keeping me crazy from all the lies I have,

Expecting the worst but hoping for the best,

Now make my funeral, I am selling my soul to you for no payback.

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AM

Dream (deep words)

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When we dream the dream

When we move through stream

Like a crazy theme

And those children stage

Then we old so soon

And the time passes

But we can’t stop to dream

So where the starting lead

Till the ending gone

And we all move on

But we can’t forget to dream

Some are so lucky

Some are so unlucky

But we would do

What the world teach us

That’s the tragedy

What’s the remedy?

But we can’t be free

Our wings tide up

So we losing faith

So we turn our backs

And we loosing shades

For what we dream to be

And starts we dreaming again

And starts we live again

But won’t have that wings

To fly above the sea

And that limit comes

Won’t have that time to thrice

And then do what we do

And here is my time thus comes…

AM

The Last Letter

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Hi Zippi call me whatever you like,

I am getting old but you have whole world alive,

Its been months to see you but I hope you same as I,

Time moving fast but you never leave my mind,

We had a great time together, now I wonder why?

Our first dance together, i can still remember that time,

You held my hands so softly, sometimes I drop the wine,

Smell of yours got in me, from the day I breath you first time,

We were so happy young, once we spend a whole week lying,

Sometimes I laugh but that thought makes me crying,

How stupid I was then but you never complain your whole life,

It makes me sad how you went far from my life,

And I never make a move and say sorry, I was disguised,

It takes me so long to understand now, I realize,

I know I don’t deserve you but I regret that all time,

Every morning I hope you here and Every morning my heart lied,

I would if I could Take it back but the clock never ticks back time,

The past is all I had and those memories in present lye’s,

Sometimes I believe we were together whether you no longer my bride,

I miss you so badly but I can’t do anything tonight,

As I am dying oldly and getting out of your life,

I am sitting on the chair thinking that how we make love in valentines,

I am into you thoroughly and hope you forgive me one last time,

I love to spend last moments thinking about you as my wife,

And love to hear the music in which we usually hymn,

If we were young again, I never leave your side,

I treat you as my angel in better or worse, you are mine,

You far from me tonight but still pounding in my heart cry,

I know you miss me too but never as missed as I am,

visit me to my grave, I desire when you come across your rage,

No matter what it takes, I will be waiting for you there,

Farewell and Goodbye my love, I think last moments of mine came,

I am little scared to die but I hope we will meet in paradise,

Now at last I leave you with this letter tonight, with all the feelings inside,

Which I kept from you those years because I never find the words suffice,

Don’t forget to smile and have a good life,

And everythings will get alright, your’s Jessie, GOODBYE.

AM

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Be Sombody’s Grouch

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When we never sleep at that night,

It feels like a dream all the time,

someone gonna drink all the wine,

Because we gonna breath to survive,

He never could make it at that time,

Something gonna come out to his mind,

He thought it was good enough to survive,

But the bullet cross his heart and grind,

He suffer pain and misfortune,

Without complaining all his life,

He find the way that’s not exist,

and walk away from burning lies,

Every second passes slowly at that time,

The taste of blood is all left by,

The pain is so hard to disguise,

When all the hopes will deprived,

All of those plans we made all life,

All of those moments we wait for right time,

All of those wishes we wish to come by,

All of those words we can’t speak or write,

When everything’s gone and leave behind,

when some one falls and close his eyes,

It feels like a haunted paradise,

When the last breath he breathes inside,

The feeling he felt at that time,

The heart will pound one last time,

The fear is gone from his eyes,

When all the memories rewind,

But he was born to die,

But he was plan to surprise,

And he knows how this world works,

So he will be bury in and satisfy,

Mercy on mistakes he driven,

Dignity, Love and Affection,

Peoples he met and love he found,

All of it left at that corny ground,

But that’s not the end of the world i doubt,

Ever lasting lust will again get out,

Thousands of men will again riot out,

And Someone like him will again be somebody’s Grouch.

AM