A Fight From Demon

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That night was as cold as freeze and breeze,

I was walking and thinking how I breath,

Now its me, no wait, now inside of me,

My soul keeps asking what’s wrong with me,

where is the peace, what about my good or bad deeds,

Every time I sleep the demons follows me,grim-reaper-taking-a-walk

Across the universe, against the stars I see,

Where ever my dream goes they keep tracking me,

The life is hard but God promise me,

If I win this battle field I die heavenly,

Keeping me from bad things I had in me,

But the fight of God and Demon obnoxious me,

If the life we live in doesn’t bother him,

If the good and bad things doesn’t happening,

If there is no two sides of the enduring,

But my mind follow’s order from both of them,

My soul keeps asking from God and demon,

In their own fight why I drag between them,

I loose my mind, I don’t know what to do,

They keep playing on me like I am a toy to you,Motorcycle Details

Demon why would you, what’s the matter with you,

Why you keep haunting me, leave my soul alone,

I loose control, my mind is not a playground for you,

Whatever you say from now I abandon you,

I know God he is bad but it’s the fight of you two,

I can’t help it so why I am always drag in you,

and I am idiot to always blame everything to me,

So why it would be, every shadow keeps stalking me,

Something happening, something changing inside of me,

I am done, this world betrays me more than lies and greed,

Lies that you ever listen and deny to it,

But it’s the fact so you can’t even hide from it,

Now it’s time, I am not blind and deaf,

I can see the world from the dusky dales,

Sometime I had the dream about the loosing faith,

Oh darn it demon! but I keep my faith stronger everyday,walking_in_the_moonlight

Life is a short trip do not wish to perish away,

To die hard and live forever you can’t choose today,

Life is not your wish, So wish for a laugh and make it worth,

Because you live all summer but in the end its gone and made you stay,

I am tired of acting the moment is so dark,

Hurt me if you want but lies has no story book,

and I am cooked, my mind can’t take anymore,

And gone, I am gone to far off the road,

Now I can walk through all the valley of death,

And find you and kill you even if I have to go to hell,

The animosity of evil can make my stronger faith,

But at the end the grudge can’t even bear my name,

Now God take my soul away,

I kill the devil for you which resides in me,tumblr_static_1373848412_demonic

That’s why you keep me alive this day,

I can’t hold it against the wall of hell,

Its so much now, they came with all the force they had,

Now I am alone but I fight like a snake’s bite,

But in a minute, I no longer keep survive,

Play tragic but they would not excuse to hurt bad,

I can’t think, my brain is dead,

I keep calling you but you won’t reply me back,

Keeping me crazy from all the lies I have,

Expecting the worst but hoping for the best,

Now make my funeral, I am selling my soul to you for no payback.

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AM

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The Last Letter

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Hi Zippi call me whatever you like,

I am getting old but you have whole world alive,

Its been months to see you but I hope you same as I,

Time moving fast but you never leave my mind,

We had a great time together, now I wonder why?

Our first dance together, i can still remember that time,

You held my hands so softly, sometimes I drop the wine,

Smell of yours got in me, from the day I breath you first time,

We were so happy young, once we spend a whole week lying,

Sometimes I laugh but that thought makes me crying,

How stupid I was then but you never complain your whole life,

It makes me sad how you went far from my life,

And I never make a move and say sorry, I was disguised,

It takes me so long to understand now, I realize,

I know I don’t deserve you but I regret that all time,

Every morning I hope you here and Every morning my heart lied,

I would if I could Take it back but the clock never ticks back time,

The past is all I had and those memories in present lye’s,

Sometimes I believe we were together whether you no longer my bride,

I miss you so badly but I can’t do anything tonight,

As I am dying oldly and getting out of your life,

I am sitting on the chair thinking that how we make love in valentines,

I am into you thoroughly and hope you forgive me one last time,

I love to spend last moments thinking about you as my wife,

And love to hear the music in which we usually hymn,

If we were young again, I never leave your side,

I treat you as my angel in better or worse, you are mine,

You far from me tonight but still pounding in my heart cry,

I know you miss me too but never as missed as I am,

visit me to my grave, I desire when you come across your rage,

No matter what it takes, I will be waiting for you there,

Farewell and Goodbye my love, I think last moments of mine came,

I am little scared to die but I hope we will meet in paradise,

Now at last I leave you with this letter tonight, with all the feelings inside,

Which I kept from you those years because I never find the words suffice,

Don’t forget to smile and have a good life,

And everythings will get alright, your’s Jessie, GOODBYE.

AM

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The Sunshine

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I am sitting on the bench at 12 midnight,

Watching a girl who’s playing with ice,

After some time she sit and sneeze high,

I know she’s sad that moment her tear fall from her eyes,

Wind breezes so cold and dry,

Many children’s playing across the pool nearby,

There was also a bridge over the pool placed by,

Where people waiting for their love, their love to come by,

Some couples also kissing like God blessed them with that night,

All peoples wearing warm clothes that it was a winter night,

Wind blowing the snow that was falling from the sky,

That snow is so white and twinkle which made me smile,

That every snow telling me a story like they were alive,

I saw some flowers lay on the river flowing by,

Like somebody throw it hoping for anybody will get it tonight,

And give it to someone to adore her whole life,

What if someone would be me and the feeling inside,

I was scared if she does not love me back and denied,

So what will I do as she is my last hope to survive,

But I know I never stop loving her whether she hates me so I,

Waiting forever in the hope for some part of her might love me tonight,

As this night was blessed by the God, he decides,

I listened a song some children’s were singing,

Expressing their joys in the words which I am hearing,

In front of a shop of flowers which they were selling,

Red roses, yellow lilies and white daffodils were blossoming,

Every flower will sing a song when we giving,

To the girl that we love and the people who we care,

I saw some trees were also singing behind,

As people dancing and cheering, I heard that feel nice,

I got a feeling inside me that time, I can’t specify,

It was amazing, blazing and my time is waiting,

For me to do what I wishing,

A bright light start shinning,

My future get starts changing,

My life get starts living,

It’s like a new breath I am breathing,

The moon lightened me and smiling,

Saying to start a new day with blessing,

The time was stopped at that moment of mine,

I felt amazing but clock was ticking beside,

So slow as I lived in that my whole life,

My heart beating fast in that moment of fright,

But I saw that girl and my eyes got blind,

That it was the moment, I waited my whole life,

I was carried away by the wind and I touch the sky,

She is like a sunshine for me and I dreamed her whole night,

I can feel her so bright like I know her for a long time,

Her hair is so long and black and shine,

She pushed her hair away so I saw her eyes,

So beautiful that I lost my mind,

Her ears and cheeks are red from the cold’s bribe,

I know that night is blushing,

I feel something, amazing, my mind is suffering,

I don’t know what it is but I will find the way,

But felt like the longest route of the day,

Towards her I was nervous to get away,

But excited like I got the angel today,

Of my dreams in that night of Valentine’s Day,

But I didn’t have anything to say and afraid,

To lost her and get back to my old boring life again,

I was crying out for her coz baby I am lonely and stray,

Coz I learn to live from my mistakes and never hurt you I swear,

I never leave you alone in ups and downs we get,

In this journey of life many happy moments we will made,

Life isn’t easy I know but trust me I keep you away,

From all the detours of life and make you extricate,

And bright and pleasant and lively and cheerful again,

Coz more I see you more my love exaggerate,

I was steering her like my eyes doesn’t have to obey,

Moving in her mind’s territory coz into her I am deeply enchanted away,

She is all my notes and every thought of the day,

And for that fraction of second, I was abruptly await,

Like a superman rehab into me and my soul awake,

I take her hand and fly away from all the haze,

Scotch her pity and drank all her grieve,

And kiss her lips until she all blissed away,

Her heart was pounding and her soul blustered blaze,

Little blushing and smiling we both blaze a trail,

All night long we blabbed our souls away,

That moment was very special to me,

As we are siting below the tree,

Up above the sky a star was fallen we see,

Meant to be together forever that is we wish to be,

I will hold you like a princess and love you like a queen,

I will lye you on the bed of roses and travel with your dreams,

Coz you are my angel and you always be the part of me,

The time moving on is like a dream to me,

Like my soul mate waiting for me in the night of daze,

And that moment I was dazzled by her beauty,

The momentum of the moment made me crazy,

God made the couples beautifully and the bests,

That is already been written in the book of heaven,

And we have to wait until someone in your heart, God enlightened,

You will know when you see that girl will be so delighted,

That was the story of me when I see out of my blurred life,

And got the love of my dreams like a sunshine.

AM

THE ANGEL

Who to define and who realize,

Someone watches the whole over night,

When we were done and hopes give away,

There is some angel waiting to rescue away,

They born with us and hidden remain,

But the noise is always murmuring awake,

Some say they make hay and others afraid,

Till the end of the road they with us all the way,

Life is a journey and decisions we make,

Right or wrong both have some story to say,

We learn and we lose always matters what we do,

They want us to fight back and live through the fray,

We hurt so bad and sometime it’s sad,

Or sometimes it never enough to get back,

But hope is the key to put us on track,

And lives our life’s as quick as we can.

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